Making set times for everything yesterday was a bad idea. I think I threw that out around 1 pm, lol

The only real issue I have with yesterday is the random argument I had with my mom. It was completely unprovoked and really just.. Unneccessary. It put me in a bad mood for hours and I'm sure the yelling scared the kids. Not good. Yeah, I shouldn't have responded to her. But my mom shouldn't have been pushing me around in front of the children AT ALL. (She was yelling at me, grabbing my stuff and then blocking the door when I tried to leave the room.) I think something must have happened to upset her or she must have been feeling stressed out, because the way she was behaving was so completely random and over the top.

Todays plans..

Sort through photos and find ten that are amazing and wall quality. Order them.. Then print out the rest as photo album size. Start making photo albums. Each photo album = 3 months

Harry Potter book club tonight. Can't wait.
Watching the daycare kid from 3 - 11. Discuss how much I'll be payed.

Today is Monday and the first day of all this. I woke up around 10, walked upstairs with the dog and took a shower. I flipped out in the shower because we don't have a curtain over the window, and my mom had let one of the kids outside to play with the dog. I started yelling that my mom needed to get the kid out of the yard. A better way to handle that next time would be to let my mom know I'm taking a shower, therefor she wont let any of the children outside.

My plan for the day..
11:00 - 12:00: Create and update blog. Put all laundry away. Upload photos to walmart for printing. Make a shopping list.
12:00 - 12:30: Get dressed, manage my hair and leave the house
12:30 - 2:30: Fill out job applications
2:30 - 4:00: Do the shopping, pick up photos whatever else and come home.
5:00 - 6:00: Clean up my room and living room
6:00 - 6:30: Take Lina on a walk
6:30 - 7:00: Work on scrapbook and photo albums
7:00 - 7:30: Read Alex a chapter of Harry Potter
7:30 - whenever: Use the internet until bed


Shopping List
-Photos
-2 Photo albums
-Planner
-Body Wash
-Toothpaste

The point of this blog is to get my life back on track.

I've spent the summer sitting on my ass, eating food, using the internet and avoiding friends. I've barely worked, I've barely played. I've just sat around feeling sorry for myself and taking it out on everyone who tries to help. I need to stop lazing around. I need to stop taking my problems out on other people. I need to stop putting other people in the position of taking care of me.

Starting today, I'll be updating this everyday, or as often as I can manage that. I'll update with a summary of the day before and a plan for the day ahead. Sunday's I'll hit you with a double whammy and include a plan for the week and a summary of the week that went by.

My short term goals?
-Get a job
-Get my HSED.
-Get out of the house once a day
-Keep a normal bedtime
-Keep my room and living room picked up
-Make a photoalbum and scrap book of this summer

Long term goals
-Move out of my mothers house (Minnesota in December?)
-Get a car within the year. If I'm moving to Minnesota it'll be necessary.
-Plan an overseas vacation

I might add or update this later. In fact, I'm sure I will.